I am Tired *_*

I feel tired today and not feeling so well. I call my mom and they will bring me to the hospital again today, I make them feel worry about me but seriously I cant breath well. I feel like my eye wanna keep close, I should sleep without worried now. Waiting for them to come and reach me and I will sleep first. Goodbye me dearest and thank you for let me keep writing on yours. Bubbye Ying sleep first.



Xo Ying.

How Long Will I Love You by Ellie

How long will I love you
As long as stars are above you
And longer if I can
How long will I need you
As long as the seasons need to
Follow their plan

How long will I be with you
As long as the sea is bound to
Wash up on the sand

How long will I want you
As long as you want me too
And longer by far
How long will I hold you
As long as your father told you
As long as you can

How long will I give to you
As long as I live through you
However long you say

How long will I love you
As long as stars are above you
And longer if I may


We're all travelling through time together
Every day of our lives
All we can do is do our best
To relish this remarkable ride


Xo Ying.

Please Stay Here.



Dear Strength please stay here with me because I need you so much. Lets stay strong everyone.


Xo Ying.

My Malay is Good Enough.

Hai, nama saya adalah Ying dan saya berumur 16 tahun pada tahun ini. Hari ini saya adalah sangat berasakan bosan kerana saya terpaksa untuk tinggal keseorangan dirumah. Saya suka menggunakan bahasa Malaysia untuk bersembang dengan rakan rakan saya yang berada di Malaysia kerana sangat seronok untuk mempelajari bahasa dad saya tetapi dad saya jarang menggunakan bahasa Malaysia kerana dia perlu menggunakan bahasa lain untuk berkerja. Saya juga banyak mengetahui bahasa ini daripada rakan baik saya yang bernama Azrin dan dia adalah tinggal dekat Malaysia Selangor area. Sometimes kami berdua akan menggunakan bahasa Malaysia dan pada dahulu saya selalu menggunakan bahasa Malaysia untuk bersembang dengan Akmal yang juga adalah rakan saya dan saya banyak mempelajari dari dia. Sekarang ini saya berminat untuk memepalajari bahasa Malaysia yang digunakan oleh family saya yang tinggal di Sabah dan seorang rakan saya akan membantu saya untuk mempelajarinya dan nama dia adalah Thamisha dan dia juga berasal dari Sabah dan bila kami meraihkan Christmas dia akan ajar saya dengan lebih banyak lagi dan saya sangat merasakan gembira. Mom saya juga boleh menggunakan bahasa Malaysia dengan baik kerana mom telah mempunyai banyak rakan dari Malaysia yang juga berkerja dengan mom tapi saya merasakan hairan kerana mom tak pernah membantu saya mempelajari bahasa Malaysia dan mom mengatakan saya akan mempelajarinya suatu hari dan mom akan membantu saya tapi harus mempunyai waktu free dan mom akan membantu dan mom kata Kiet tak boleh mempelajari kerana jikalau Kiet tak mengetahui bahasa Malaysia saya dan mom bolehlah ketawakan dia. Dad saya juga sangat suka bila dad tahu bahawa saya akan mempelajari bahasa Malaysia dengan bersungguh sungguh kerana dad kata dia boleh membawa saya ke hometown dad tanpa merasakan risau lagi. Saya promise untuk belajar lebih lagi agar bahasa tak akan membataskan persahabatan saya dengan rakan rakan dari Malaysia dan juga family yang berada di Sabah area. Saya suka Malaysia.



Xo Ying.

One Moment In Time.

Each day I live, I want to be
A day to give the best of me
I'm only one, but not alone
My finest day is yet unknown

I broke my heart for every gain
To taste the sweet, I faced the pain
I rise and fall, yet through it all
This much remains

I want one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heart beat away
And the answers are all up to me

Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel, I will feel eternity

I've lived to be the very best
I want it all, no time for less
I've laid the plans, now lay the chance
Here in my hands

Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heart beat away
And the answers are all up to me

Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will feel, I will feel eternity

You're a winner for a lifetime
If you seize that one moment in time, make it shine

Give me one moment in time
When I'm more than I thought I could be
When all of my dreams are a heart beat away
And the answers are all up to me

Give me one moment in time
When I'm racing with destiny
Then in that one moment of time
I will be, I will be, I will be free, I will be, I will be free.


By Lovely Whitney.

Xo Ying.



I am Happy !




I am a happy girl and I knew it very well. To start a new day everyday we should mention to ourself that we are happy enough and get ready to face everything no matter how hurt we are yesterday. Yes Yes Yes I will try to be a happy 'Kids' ever in this world. Neh I should sleep now actually, please eye do wake up tomorrow.


Xo Ying.

Big Brother.


Big Brother ? I dont have the real one but in this world I have a lot of big brother that lived in all over this world. But I did lose some of them because sometimes when they already has a girlfriend their time for me will be limited. But I dont care, I just hope they will be happy with their own life thats the important one.

Recently I have a new big brother from Malaysia and his name is Nabil and he is the one from Santa's group the skater boy that I know. He looks a bit kind and humble, he always said I am a short one and yes maybe I am a bit short here than him . But who cares, little sister will always be a little in their eye , right ? I hope he will be my forever big brother even due we are far away but in my heart yes Bro Nabil you are my big brother and forever you will be.

Big brother always is Ying's heart. 


Xo Ying.